もう側にはいない
手を繋ぐコトもない
隣にいて笑ってくれる
そんなコトもなくなった

忘れられない
涙溢れた
きっと逢うコトもないから
そっと願っているの
戻らないカナなんて...

いなくなってから存在の大きさ知った
当たり前すぎたから大事なコト忘れてた

誰の為に笑顔でいるの？
誰の為に生きてゆくの？
教えて欲しい
アナタの他にいるんだと
私に出来るコト
それはアナタ忘れるコト？
きっとしなきゃいけない？ホントに出来る？

ねぇ　例えばもし。。。
偶然逢えたとしたなら
ふたりで笑い合って
話せるようになりたいね

いつか終わりが来るコト分かっていた
認めるコト出来ない私がここにいた

誰の為に笑顔でいたの？
アナタは何を見ていたの？
憶えているのは優しいアナタの視線
だけどもう映(み)えない
アナタとココロは何処にも...
去った思い出置いて　私も置いて

もう一度逢いたい
解り合いたい
温もり感じていたい
アナタに逢いたい
他には要らない
それだけいい

愛している
まだ想ってる
心の中で想ってる
素直になれない
伝えられない
もう仕方ない...

誰の為に笑顔でいるの？
誰の為の笑顔だったの？
知らないほうが自分の為だったりするの？
私が決めたコト
それがアナタ忘れるコト
なのに「さよなら」だけが言えないの...

mou soba ni wa inai
te o tsunagu KOTO mo nai
tonari ni ite waratte kureru
sonna KOTO mo nakunatta

wasurerarenai
namida afureta
kitto au KOTO mo nai kara
sotto negatte iru no
modoranai KA NA nante...

inaku natte kara sonzai no ookisa shitta
atarimae sugita kara daiji na KOTO wasureteta

dare no tame ni egao de iru no?
dare no tame ni ikite yuku no?
oshiete hoshii
ANATA no hoka ni irun dato
watashi ni dekiru KOTO
sore wa ANATA wasureru KOTO?
kitto shinakya ikenai? HONTO ni dekiru?

nee tatoeba moshi
guuzen aeta to shita nara
futaru de waraiatte
hanaseru you ni naritai ne

itsuka owari ga kuru KOTO wakatte ita
mitomeru KOTO dekinai watashi ga koko ni ita

dare no tame ni egao de ita no?
ANATA wa nani o mite ita no?
oboete iru no wa yasashii ANATA no shisen
dakedo mou mienai (kanji: haenai)
ANATA to KOKORO wa doko ni mo...
satta omide oite watashi mo oite

mou ichido aitai
wakari aitai
nukumori kanjite itai
ANATA ni aitai
hoka ni wa iranai
sore dake de ii

ai shite iru
mada omotteru
kokoro no naka de omotteru
sunao ni narenai
tsutaerarenai
mou shikata nai...

dare no tame ni egao de iru no?
dare no tame no egao datta no?
shiranai hou ga jibun no tame dattari suru no?
watashi ga kimeta KOTO
sore ga ANATA wasureru KOTO
nanoni "sayonara" dake ga ienai no....

You're not by my side,
Not holding my hand,
Not next to me, making me laugh.
All those things have disappeared.

I can't forget about you
My tears were overflowing
Because I definitely won't see you anymore
I'm softly wishing things like
"can't we go back to how we were before?"

Since we've split, I've come to understand the dimension of our existance
Things passed by so normally, we forgot what was important.

For whose sake am I smiling?
For whose sake do I keep living?
I want you to tell me
if there's something other than you.
Is what I can do for myself
to forget about you?
Surely I couldn't do that? Could I really?

Hey, if, for example....
We were to meet by chance,
I'd want us to smile at each other
and talk it out.

I knew that someday the end would come
But I just wouldn't admit it to myself then.

For whose sake was I smiling?
What were you looking at?
I remember your kind gaze
But I can't see it shine anymore.
Neither you nor my heart is anywhere to be found...
They've gone, leaving me and my memories behind.

I want to see you again
I want us to understand each other
I want to feel your warmth
I want to see you
I don't need anything else
Just that is all I need.

I love you
And I still feel that,
I feel it in my heart.
But I can't be honest,
I can't tell you
It's no use...

For whose sake am I smiling?
For whose sake did I smile?
I don't know, was I just smiling for myself?
What I decided,
Was to forget about you
But I just can't say "Good Bye"...